My baby died on the operating table. When the vet went to move he tumor his heart rate went out of control and they could not save him. It was an adrenal tumor and he ws only 4. I am devastated! I can't believe something like this can happen when he was so young. Gunner was my life everything in my world revolved around him.
I will never get through this I can hardly drink water. He was so scared when he went in and when they gave him the sedative he started trying to get up and run out and was flopping around on the floor. He did not know where I was and I don't think he could hear me. I am lost.