June 5th, 2009
Lunch
1 slices bread - 120 cal.
Ham - 50 cal.
Uhh it's haaaammmmmmm
To me, it's just a matter of time before a person goes back to eating more than that because the calories are so low that it's either "I'm restricting my intake" or "I'm not restricting my intake".)
I'm not really restricting much of anything. I'm just actually looking at what I put in my mouth. Can't say I've ever really done that. I snack and don't really think about it. Making better choices and knowing how much an oz of cheese is. I had no idea.
I was aiming for 1500. I found though I am content and not hungry below that though, and still offer myself snack options. But now it's carrots and dip rather than a large amount of chips or something. I found 70 cal cheesecakes I adore. Woodys comes in 99 calorie bottles these days. Can't say I'm feeling deprived. Might need more calories if I was doing more with my day, but riding horses and playing agility hasn't been demanding enough to feel hungry. If I start to feel hungry.. I will eat more.
I'm a ski instructor. I ski 40 hours a week, every week, December to March. I pick up little kids all day and ski hard. For all I do which is a lot more than most people. I come off winter looking good and get soft around the middle in summer again unlike most people. For all I do.. I cannot get below 150 pounds. Exercise alone for my body does not make me loose weight. I tone up. I know I tone up, but technically I should be a little lighter.
To maintain my 168 pound self the websites say I would need 2200 calories a day. I figured out that is about how much I ate during the winter. I ate a good number of packaged lunches at work with the calories on them. I've taught 4 winters in a row. This winter I skied my 40 hours a week, took more ski trips off hill to push myself hard, and am heavier and less toned than ever. I am a smidgen under my heaviest ever. Year older.. sure. But here I am eating what the sites claim I should and kicking my butt 5 days a week as my job is pretty much exercise.. and getting no where this time around.
So I am having to cut calories now. Same site that says 2200 with no exercise to maintain my self.. says 1500 if I don't exercise. And I can't say I feel like formulating a plan to have to exercise daily to be able to maybe eat more.. or maybe not. I might see in a few weeks that the site was wrong.. and I am not losing then either by upping calories again because I am exercising some.
June 5th
2 slices bacon - 210 cal
Egg - 70 cal
Onion - 10 cal
Skim milk mozz cheese (1 oz) - 72 cal
skim milk (2 tbsp) - 11 cal
Diet pepsi - 0 cal
3/4 cup kettle corn (low cal) - 110 cal
salmon fillet - 90 cal
skim milk mozz (1 oz) - 72 cal
onion - 10 cal
cucumber - near 0 cal
Diet pepsi - 0 cal
Diet pepsi - 0 cal
Croutons - 70 cal
Salad dressing - 120 cal
lettuce - near 0 cal
raspberry cheesecake (waist watchers) - 70 cal
Chocolate pretzel snack pack - 100 cal
Daily total - 1015 calories
Weight this morning 162 pounds