they want to interview me and I guess I should be excited, because she told me how much it pays and it's a substantial raise over what I'm making right now. It's not exactly a super fun industry but it might have some perks I can take advantage of, besides, you know, a good salary and benefits. and it's not like the industry I'm in right now is anything worth getting excited about.
instead I started crying again because I don't even want to get excited. and am just disappointed all over again, because the job I wanted WAS an industry I was excited about, and I'm just so... ugh.
I probably really should be medicated or something but OOPS CAN'T AFFORD DOCTORS OOPS.