I'm PMSing and I hate everyone and everything. Literally everything is stressing me out right now. And to make it even more fun, I just had a mixed blessing happen at work. I did a deal yesterday that might have possibly set a record for biggest deal ever done in the companies history. Ok, that's excellent. I can make my bills.
But to take the fun out of that, A) it's my birthday on Monday. I hate my birthdays in general because they usually suck and nothing good happens. Lately I've just tried to simultaneously not be sober while not dying in some obscure manner. B) The new d*ckhead general manager has scheduled EVERYONE to work 12 hour shifts on Monday, for some thing that has no bearing on anyone except him. So I can't exactly do much on Sunday, because I have to be all alert and sales-y on Monday. Can't do anything after work on Monday, because I have yet another 12 hour shift on Tuesday!
I've been working a stupid amount and it's been hot and with the above mentioned stress, I do nothing except go home after work and pass out. Or nearly pass out at work, as I did last week. So now I've got essentially all of my friends, work and otherwise, mad at me because I never come hang out anymore. More stress, hurray! Meanwhile all I want to do is sleep and be left the f*ck alone for a few days, which isn't going to happen unless I feel like calling in sick to work and getting written up for "not being a team player" or some such f*cking bullsh*t, which then means I'll get the whole "both your head and your heart need to be in the game, or you need to tap out." speech that has become the favorite de-motivational speech.
/rant