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Old 09-19-2012, 05:59 AM
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Chazzers,

Thank you for letting me have an outlet for when I have been alone, for everyone's kind thoughts, vibes and wishes, and for just being here and a presence in situations where I would have otherwise had no where else to go.

She's gone. I saw her remains for myself several hours ago. I don't want to get into details at this moment - may go into them later. I'm exhausted. I didn't sleep for a full night last night and dragged thru today like a zombie - which perhaps helps to explain my reaction.

Numbness, I cried abit but I was so horribly numb. I couldn't feel anything. I'm going to take care of her remains and her belongings over the next few days - I'm expecting it to really hit me later though. My dad has very kindly lent me the necessary funds to do so.

I'm so exhausted, I'm so exasperated, I'm so hopeless. This hideous year can't come to a close quickly enough for me. I don't even have energy left to cry. I want to blame someone or something...but I can't even focus enough to pick a target to lash out at now. I want to die myself now but....I don't know...I can't think straight....

Emiley,

Our time together was magical - yet way too short. As you once told me "Words are overrated.". So I have no more - other than I hope you have found peace, rest, and contentment now....I hope you've resolved whatever it was you were fighting. My sister, teacher, mentor, student, partner in crime, closest family, and dearest friend - you'll be missed and remembered forever and you are always alive in my heart. I love you.

I now pray...

A poem from the Song Dynasty. "May we be forever more"

***26126;***26376;***24190;***26178;***26377;***65292;***25226;***37202;***21839;***38738;***22825;
***19981;***30693;***22825;***19978;***23470;***38357;***65292;***20170;***22805;***26159;***20309;***24180;
***25105;***27442;***20056;***39080;***27512;***21435;
***21807;***24656;***29898;***27155;***29577;***23431;***65292;***39640;***34389;***19981;***21213;***23506;
***36215;***33310;***24324;***28165;***24433;***65292;***20309;***20284;***22312;***20154;***38291;
***36681;***26417;***38307;***65292;***20302;***32186;***25142;***65292;***29031;***28961;***30496;
***19981;***25033;***26377;***24680;***65292;***20309;***20107;***38263;***21521;***21029;***26178;***22291;

***20154;***26377;***24754;***27489;***38626;***21512;***65292;***26376;***26377;***38512;***26228;***22291;***32570;
We may be near or far, the moon may dim and glow
***27492;***20107;***21476;***38627;***20840;***65292;***20294;***39000;***20154;***38263;***20037;***65292;***21315;***37324;***20849;***23307;***23071;
That's how it's always been though, may we be blessed, and always close though a thousand miles apart.
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Old 09-19-2012, 06:04 AM
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I am so very sorry to read this. I truly was hoping for a better outcome for your friend. If you need to talk, vent, whatever feel free to pm me.

May Emiley rest in peace.
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Old 09-19-2012, 07:25 AM
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I'm so sorry for your loss
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Old 09-19-2012, 08:59 AM
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Hugs and more hugs. A candle will be lit tonight for your friend. I am so deeply sorry.
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Old 09-19-2012, 09:42 AM
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I'm so sorry. I guess she felt so hopeless and like contentment was beyond reach.... too hard to attain. Maybe she really is better off...no more suffering and torment. I'm really very sorry you lost your good friend. (((hugs))) May she rest in peace.
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Old 09-19-2012, 11:15 AM
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((((((HUGS)))))))

May her Journey thrive.
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Old 09-19-2012, 11:19 AM
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Sorry. ): RIP.
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I'm so sorry.
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I'm so sorry - I know how you feel, you have ((hugs)) and ((vibes)) from here. Youre very strong, and I am envious that you seem to have made it to the "place" you're at already - I wasted a lot of time being angry.
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Old 09-19-2012, 12:21 PM
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I'm so sorry - I know how you feel, you have ((hugs)) and ((vibes)) from here. Youre very strong, and I am envious that you seem to have made it to the "place" you're at already - I wasted a lot of time being angry.
I've admired your strength through your ordeal Katie.
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