Oh Jenn...I am so very sorry. My heart goes out to you in the biggest way, as I know how painful this is to lose your beloved pet. This is going to be very rough for a time. I am so there with you and know just how sad you are. (((((((((HUGS)))))))))
Do know, that this intense pain will level off and you'll start to feel relieved that she is not in pain anymore or having all that difficulty. I know that is hard to swallow right now, but that time will come. Then you'll start reflecting on happy times and the pain will dissapate a little. ((((Big, strong hug for you))))
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