Can I just vent about my health for a second?
It needs to stop deciding out of nowhere, and at the worst time financially possible, to be shitty. My kidney is very sore and my urine is bloody so I assume it's either a kidney stone or a UTI. And I have this new little mole on my back that has popped up sometime within the last month or so that I beed to have looked at and that I can't even examine myself. I got my medical report back for immigration even though they aren't supposed to give it back to you (not sure why they did but that's another stress all together) and even though I passed, I'm upset by the results. I knew they weren't meant to share the results of the report with me regardless of how incredibly stupid that is, but they told me I was perfectly fine yet my report says my eyes are 20/30 in both eyes and I have three "moles of concern" as well as mild scoliosis. Really wish they'd have told me that so I could have gotten it taken care of when I had the money. Months an months later, I find out about it and I don't have the money to get checked out. Lovely. And I NEED to get to a dentist ASAP but again, cannot afford it.
Just a little bit longer, just a bit, then I can work again. Trying to appreciate any zen moments and just generally stay positive but it's really not easy.
It needs to stop deciding out of nowhere, and at the worst time financially possible, to be shitty. My kidney is very sore and my urine is bloody so I assume it's either a kidney stone or a UTI. And I have this new little mole on my back that has popped up sometime within the last month or so that I beed to have looked at and that I can't even examine myself. I got my medical report back for immigration even though they aren't supposed to give it back to you (not sure why they did but that's another stress all together) and even though I passed, I'm upset by the results. I knew they weren't meant to share the results of the report with me regardless of how incredibly stupid that is, but they told me I was perfectly fine yet my report says my eyes are 20/30 in both eyes and I have three "moles of concern" as well as mild scoliosis. Really wish they'd have told me that so I could have gotten it taken care of when I had the money. Months an months later, I find out about it and I don't have the money to get checked out. Lovely. And I NEED to get to a dentist ASAP but again, cannot afford it.
Just a little bit longer, just a bit, then I can work again. Trying to appreciate any zen moments and just generally stay positive but it's really not easy.