The Venting Thread
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Tonight it just finally blew up in my face even though I didn't want it to. It wasn't even a bad fight, per say. Just venting and frustrated but Josh headed to work with an "I'm leaving." And then that triggered a different set of issues.
Disagreements between us rarely happen. We don't ever call each other names or anything like that... but confrontation is a real touchy thing for me with my past. GUH. Just hurt feelings and flashbacks and I just want to hug and have puppies with rainbows and daisies growing from my pantry.Okay, I'll be done. Nobody cares anyways.
I'm not good with big changes. Moving into our new house has turned me into a neurotic crazy lady as all of our stuff is in the new place yet we are still living/sleeping at the old place because timing has sucked. All I wanted was a **** meeting with my mom, myself, and Josh about all the final details. As always, third shift sleep schedule screws everything up. I've tried really hard not to blame him for not being much help as I KNOW why things are happening the way they are. BUT FOR GOD SAKES I JUST WANT TO BE DONE WITH THIS **** MOVE BEFORE MONDAY.
Tonight it just finally blew up in my face even though I didn't want it to. It wasn't even a bad fight, per say. Just venting and frustrated but Josh headed to work with an "I'm leaving." And then that triggered a different set of issues.
Disagreements between us rarely happen. We don't ever call each other names or anything like that... but confrontation is a real touchy thing for me with my past. GUH. Just hurt feelings and flashbacks and I just want to hug and have puppies with rainbows and daisies growing from my pantry.
Okay, I'll be done. Nobody cares anyways.
Tonight it just finally blew up in my face even though I didn't want it to. It wasn't even a bad fight, per say. Just venting and frustrated but Josh headed to work with an "I'm leaving." And then that triggered a different set of issues.
Disagreements between us rarely happen. We don't ever call each other names or anything like that... but confrontation is a real touchy thing for me with my past. GUH. Just hurt feelings and flashbacks and I just want to hug and have puppies with rainbows and daisies growing from my pantry.Okay, I'll be done. Nobody cares anyways.
I feel so bad for Fable. When she was younger she had coccidia and a skin infection, and now she's recovering from a lung infection. One of her symptoms was refusing to eat and now my dog who is already ridiculously hard to keep weight on is so very skinny it's scary and upsetting.
Not to mention that horrible coughing fit she had- she stopped breathing and in that moment the world crashed around my head.
Thank everything in the earth and sky I was able to make her cough and sweep the mucous out of her mouth. I just want my girl to feel good and be healthy.
Not to mention that horrible coughing fit she had- she stopped breathing and in that moment the world crashed around my head.
Thank everything in the earth and sky I was able to make her cough and sweep the mucous out of her mouth. I just want my girl to feel good and be healthy.
Not a vent. Maybe we should make a bad news thread.
My uncle just died of a massive heart attack... He technically isn't even really my uncle anymore since he divorced my aunt (he was an uncle by law) but he is my cousins father and was my uncle growing up. He always loved us and even through everything with the divorce I still loved him. I haven't seem him in probably 8 - 10 years. I can't believe this. Completely devastated for my family...
My uncle just died of a massive heart attack... He technically isn't even really my uncle anymore since he divorced my aunt (he was an uncle by law) but he is my cousins father and was my uncle growing up. He always loved us and even through everything with the divorce I still loved him. I haven't seem him in probably 8 - 10 years. I can't believe this. Completely devastated for my family...
So I decided to house clean this morning.
So in the course of two hours of 'cleaning' I...
Cut my finger so badly it bled through a couple towels and four bandaids.
Flooded my bathroom and hallway.
Moved something and discovered mouse poop behind it and skeeved myself out.
I want to cry. I feel totally overwhelmed and now my house is much worse looking than it was before I started cleaning.
So in the course of two hours of 'cleaning' I...
Cut my finger so badly it bled through a couple towels and four bandaids.
Flooded my bathroom and hallway.
Moved something and discovered mouse poop behind it and skeeved myself out.
I want to cry. I feel totally overwhelmed and now my house is much worse looking than it was before I started cleaning.
