Nolu, you're a fabulous, caring dog owner, and I respect you a great deal for it. I know you made the best decision for Garnet you could and sometimes it's a sign of greater love to acknowledge that a dog you love so much might be better off in a different home. I would never believe you're in any way a neglectful or abusive dog owner. Even aside that, you're a wonderful person and I feel priveleged to know you. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))