not a day goes by when i don't cry about my beloved Cujo. it pains me so much that he is gone. i now have Magnum and 2 cats, (plus 3 kids & hubby) and i feel so empty inside. i havent felt like this - ongoing sadness- since my father died back in 1999. i AM on prozac, which takes care of other things...like my mood etc. but not to relief the pain and grief about my Cujo. i feel like i can not go on. i know this sounds so cheesy to you guys, but i am dead serious. i want to get another Min-Pin, but i won't. it wouldn't be fair to Magnum, to share my love for him with another dog. i feel like if i cuold get another MinPin, i could pretend cujo is not gone, i could name him the same and he would look the same. i am so torn up, i have lost weight, and i CAN'T afford to lose any more weight. i have already been skinny. i don't now what to do. i feel so alone and helpless. my husband IS there for me (not right now-he is gone) but his comfort just doesn't ease the pain. i want to tel him i want "another cujo" but i am afraid. i have mixed feelings about this. and like said, i feel like i would betray Magnum. u may say "why didnt u get a MinPin in the first place instead of Magnum"? i didnt want magnum to be put to sleep that day, and i truly love him. but it seems like nothing can fill my void...unless cujo would be alive.
R.I.P my beloved Cujo.I Love You!!!and Miss You!!!! i can't stop crying...i would rather die than you baby,. i would take your place in a heart beat
R.I.P my beloved Cujo.I Love You!!!and Miss You!!!! i can't stop crying...i would rather die than you baby,. i would take your place in a heart beat
it's just how life is. I wish there was no such things as death, but there is. Cujo lived a really great life, and now he's waiting for you in Heaven 