Lots of you don't know me and some of you will remember me...
I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to face you after Amira passed away..but it was very hard for me.It's been 6 months and it's still hard for me to talk about her.I loved her so much!I'm lucky I had my 2 cats around because I didn't know what I had done without them.They are so sweet...and many people say that animals don't have feelings and things like that but it's not true.My older cat used to sleep with my mom, and after Amira died he slept on a chair in the hall way for a week (I guess he was upset..I don't know).My younger cat used to sleep with Amira and since her passing away he sleeps with me every night.
It was the worst day of my life...And it was so sudden...I wasn't home when she died...She had a heart attack.I was working and when my mom phoned with tears in her eyes, I rushed home in a taxi.On my way home I was thinking that she's alright...she'll be ok...she's not that old and it's not her time...I couldn't imagine that she could die...she's my baby!It will be ok, everything has a treatment...
But it was too late when I got there...I didn't get the chance to say goodbye...She looked so peacefull, she seemed like she was sleeping...I miss her sooo much!!!
The good thing (if there is such of thing) is that she didn't suffer (like her mom...she died of cancer...).It was so hard for me to talk to my friends,my colegues,anybody...And the first time I went in the park to meet with one of my friends that has an english cocker spaniel, I almost cried when I saw her dog.He really reminded me of Amira..they were friends and played together...
Since Amira died I started smoking...hope I give up this bad habbit real soon...I needed something to keep my mind away from her...
Everyone is asking me if I would get another dog...but I can't, I don't have time for a new dog and I can't get another dog...I still miss Amira and I still want her back...I know it will pass...but when?She was my first real dog, I grew up with her...she tought me everything good in life...I met new people with her...I'm a shy person and thanks to her I think I have more confidence in me...She was the world to me!!!
RIP
Hope we'll talk soon
Kiss Kiss,Nicco
I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to face you after Amira passed away..but it was very hard for me.It's been 6 months and it's still hard for me to talk about her.I loved her so much!I'm lucky I had my 2 cats around because I didn't know what I had done without them.They are so sweet...and many people say that animals don't have feelings and things like that but it's not true.My older cat used to sleep with my mom, and after Amira died he slept on a chair in the hall way for a week (I guess he was upset..I don't know).My younger cat used to sleep with Amira and since her passing away he sleeps with me every night.
It was the worst day of my life...And it was so sudden...I wasn't home when she died...She had a heart attack.I was working and when my mom phoned with tears in her eyes, I rushed home in a taxi.On my way home I was thinking that she's alright...she'll be ok...she's not that old and it's not her time...I couldn't imagine that she could die...she's my baby!It will be ok, everything has a treatment...
But it was too late when I got there...I didn't get the chance to say goodbye...She looked so peacefull, she seemed like she was sleeping...I miss her sooo much!!!
The good thing (if there is such of thing) is that she didn't suffer (like her mom...she died of cancer...).It was so hard for me to talk to my friends,my colegues,anybody...And the first time I went in the park to meet with one of my friends that has an english cocker spaniel, I almost cried when I saw her dog.He really reminded me of Amira..they were friends and played together...
Since Amira died I started smoking...hope I give up this bad habbit real soon...I needed something to keep my mind away from her...
Everyone is asking me if I would get another dog...but I can't, I don't have time for a new dog and I can't get another dog...I still miss Amira and I still want her back...I know it will pass...but when?She was my first real dog, I grew up with her...she tought me everything good in life...I met new people with her...I'm a shy person and thanks to her I think I have more confidence in me...She was the world to me!!!
RIP
Hope we'll talk soon
Kiss Kiss,Nicco