It's snowy and terrible outside, the car still needs an oil change and my drivers side front tire is going flat. I feel like crap. I don't want to go anywhere.
I'm frustrated because Jin always waits until the last second to do crap, like all this paperwork for Italy orders that we are probably going to have to do today because he's had 3 months to do it and it's due TODAY. Or getting his service dress together last night for 5 minutes at the last second, and then bitching this morning it isn't good enough or things are missing or he doesn't know how to tie his tie. Or actually putting in hard effort to pass his PT test, that he now has 2 weeks to pass or we lose orders by default, he gets paperwork(the bad kind) and **** gets REAL bad fast. And then when everything screws up, he blames everything and everyone else. It is SO frustrating that he doesn't seem to understand personal responsibility or consequences for his actions.
And while I'm his wife, it isn't really my "job" to mother him and kick his ass in gear. So that's equally frustrating.
Ugh. I have a **** migraine coming on. Stress and cold and sick and snow and just CRAP. Crap everywhere.