I Lost my childhood pet when i was 18. SHe had slept on my pillow beside me since i was 5 yrs old. I still even now look over to the spot where i last saw her every time i drive by. SHe would have lived 2 more life times by now.. There is no closure when a loved one is lost, and time stops at the last moment you were with them. I am so sorry you lost SHep, i pray with all my heart that he is safe and sound, and happy. I read stories all the time of reunited pets and people, even after many years so never give up hope. YOUr pictures show a beautiful life for all the animals and people included. He was truly blessed when he was with you. (((((HUGS)))))