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Old 08-27-2014, 02:00 AM
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I have to bake 3 cakes and one batch of chocolate chunk cookies. I love baking... but not THIS much.

I'm also in the midst of starting a food blog and collecting recipes - so I have to take pictures as I go. >.<
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Old 08-27-2014, 10:35 AM
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Spoke with my (very traditional/sexist) father in law last night. He's coming down for a visit at the end of the week (fun) and he wanted to know if he wanted me to bring anything down from Indiana. There were a few items, so we got that straightened out.

But he kept making comments about how he was trying to think of things to help me "decorate the home" and how he "imagines I have it pretty much how I want it at this point". Um. No. If you think I've done any form of decorating, you don't know me very well. I would *like* to have a house that doesn't look like two college students still live there, but I don't have the creativity to look at something and go, "Oh, that would look perfect over there!" and I don't have the money to walk into Hobby Lobby and purchase everything that strikes my fancy to make my house look magazine quality.

I don't even own any drapes. Or pictures. Or matching furniture. Pet hair is my decoration.

Just kind of touched a sore spot.

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Also, feeling very overwhelmed today and kind of feel like crying. I even made a list and am checking off stuff I've accomplished, but it's not helping. Still feel like crying. We have NO money (literally only $100 in the bank, with our credit card racked up to $1,000 thanks to car repairs), we need groceries, I feel like we were cheated when we purchased our car (the payment is only $35 less than what my Honda was, the car has 4x the mileage my Honda did, and we've been having some issues with the car that the dealership HAD to have known about before they sold it to us, but weren't apparent to us until now), I need to get **** done, but I don't feel like doing anything.

I miss home. I miss my old job. I miss my friends. I miss my old car. I hate this weather. I don't want to be here. *cries*
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Old 08-27-2014, 12:13 PM
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My family is unbelievable. That is all. Just unbelievable. And people wonder why I have trust issues. Whenever I actually get the nerve to build trust in anything, somebody's always got to take an match to it and burn it down.
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Old 08-27-2014, 12:25 PM
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I am so tired. I started my Lexapro last night and I didn't get any sleep at all. Switched it to morning so hopefully I can sleep at night.

I feel like some sort of party survivor, huddled on the couch with coffee waiting for the next upswing. I hope it goes away soonish. Or just curbs off a little. Mania is so not my thing.

But I would imagine that is part of why I am on this drug.

So confused, many mixed feelings less than 24 hours in. My brain hurts.
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Old 08-27-2014, 12:36 PM
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My family is unbelievable. That is all. Just unbelievable. And people wonder why I have trust issues. Whenever I actually get the nerve to build trust in anything, somebody's always got to take an match to it and burn it down.
I have trust issues,& even more, because of what happened.

I think my family will be unbelievable soon, too. And ((((hugs))))

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I'm stuck between right,& wrong.

I want to the right thing, I really do. But, I'm scared really scared to tell the truth, because of what might possibly happen. People would know it was my fault for not getting the kitten. My younger sister already treats my horribly,& if she finds about this-I just don't know.

I don't want someone who probably didn't do anything to get blamed.

I fully blame myself for this situation. It is my fault. I was the one who posted about not wanting to get the new kitten declawed. This guilt is over powering, I seriously can't think of anything else. I'm not even that sad. Just really pissed of with myself for creating this whole situation.
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Old 08-27-2014, 12:51 PM
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I have trust issues,& even more, because of what happened.

I think my family will be unbelievable soon, too. And ((((hugs))))

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I'm stuck between right,& wrong.

I want to the right thing, I really do. But, I'm scared really scared to tell the truth, because of what might possibly happen. People would know it was my fault for not getting the kitten. My younger sister already treats my horribly,& if she finds about this-I just don't know.

I don't want someone who probably didn't do anything to get blamed.

I fully blame myself for this situation. It is my fault. I was the one who posted about not wanting to get the new kitten declawed. This guilt is over powering, I seriously can't think of anything else. I'm not even that sad. Just really pissed of with myself for creating this whole situation.
Do what you think is best. That's all anyone can ever do. (((hugs))) Trust me, I know. For me, at least, I find it easier to live with consequences than with guilt. Guilt eats me up inside and consequences suck, but don't stay with me forever. That probably isn't the same in all cases, however.

(((hugs))) again. Whoever went behind your back is completely out of line. I wouldn't even do that to someone I knew in real life, I can't imagine having the gall to meddle in someone's affairs that I only know through a computer screen.
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Old 08-27-2014, 12:58 PM
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Yeah, this is why I started winding down my online presence. I still like to post & chit chat but I try to keep the personal stuff to a minimum. I've seen waaaaay more of this than I care for. I can understand where the other side is coming from, but really it's an online forum... It should stay that way.



Jazzy, I will keep my fingers crossed for you and that it works out ok for you.

Same. Big part of why I don't post here as often. I mostly lurk and read and I'll respond once in a while if I feel like it.
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Old 08-27-2014, 02:14 PM
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Definitely sorry all that happened. Internet sucks, sometimes.

I've had numerous places of employment contacted over the years by people from dog forums, due to random things I said that were taken the right or wrong way.

I posted once about thinking Recon had giardia here... turns out he didn't, but I was contacted by the parks department for using the dog park and two places of employment where he accompanied me because someone contacted them. Showed them the negative fecal and they all laughed about it, but do you know how much a pain that is? I've definitely learned to watch what I disclose on facebook and forums.
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Old 08-27-2014, 02:25 PM
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Everyone here is like, "internet".

And I am over here in my corner talking about all the things. I guess I am pretty transparent though.

So.

My jaw and head hurt so much. Tensing probably? Clenching my teeth? Like anxious symptoms but I am not anxious. At all. I am actually pretty happy. But it is weird. And IT IS SO HARD TO CONCENTRATE. By the way.

Obvious? Totally reminds me of obelisk. Which makes me think of Egyptians.

Supposedly I can't take NAID on Lexapro. So I have no idea what to do about my jaw and head.

ETA: That was supposed to be NSAIDs. Phone auto corrected. It auto corrected cantelope earlier too. To can't elope


Eta x2: BeAu told be to stay off the internet, actually, because of the Internet reasons you guys are talking about. But I think he was just talking about Facebook and blog posts.
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Old 08-27-2014, 02:51 PM
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Everyone here is like, "internet".

And I am over here in my corner talking about all the things. I guess I am pretty transparent though.

So.

My jaw and head hurt so much. Tensing probably? Clenching my teeth? Like anxious symptoms but I am not anxious. At all. I am actually pretty happy. But it is weird. And IT IS SO HARD TO CONCENTRATE. By the way.

Obvious? Totally reminds me of obelisk. Which makes me think of Egyptians.

Supposedly I can't take NAID on Lexapro. So I have no idea what to do about my jaw and head.

ETA: That was supposed to be NSAIDs. Phone auto corrected. It auto corrected cantelope earlier too. To can't elope


Eta x2: BeAu told be to stay off the internet, actually, because of the Internet reasons you guys are talking about. But I think he was just talking about Facebook and blog posts.
I know how you feel, I have stress and anxiety issues so I am a horrible teeth clincher, to the point where I get pounding headaches from it. I also can't take NSAIDS , they give me horrible heartburn, but they are great for pain though.

My vent is "that time" of the month is here and I have had to take a codine because through pain is so bad. I hate to say it but I see how a person can become addicted to these things because they really do make a person feel awesome.
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