I'm miserable for all the wrong reasons

[Renee750il]

Originally Posted by Dogdragoness

Please please love yourself enough to get the hemp you need.

Okay. I had to giggle at that.

A little hemp makes everything better

[ACooper]

Originally Posted by JessLough

I pay $25 a month unlimited everything for prepaid phone.

I would say you should share the company/plan info with everyone! (Or at least the people.in your area who could get it too) that sounds like a good deal..I think straight talk is the lowest I know of here...unlimited everything is $45 a month. My son and daughter both have it.

[noludoru]

Originally Posted by Saintgirl

I too live in Canada. We have universal health care and this INCLUDES social workers, psychiatrists and other mental health care workers. Stephy, I don't know you but believe me when I say I hope you get the help you need. I am not going to sugar coat anything here but sometimes we need a little slap in the face to wake up. You need to stop using your troubles as a crutch because it only makes things tougher in the long run. You have hit a rough part of your life right now but like all things this too will pass. [snip]

You need to take responsibility for yourself and get yourself the help you DESERVE!

This is an excellent post.

I realize your first concern is housing, Stephy, but that's been pretty thoroughly taken care of. Figure it out, go stay at a shelter where you will be safe. Then please, please get help. I told you in the previous thread that you need to seek mental health first because you are in a more dangerous place - mentally - than ever before. I stand by it. Seek professional help. Get on medication if you need it. Find someone you can talk to. This is what will help you the most right now, regardless of whatever else is happening in your life.

Originally Posted by TuffStuff

Not entirely sure who you're addressing, so this may be unnecessary. I don't think anyone needs to go, "Meh. Screw you, I think you're making it up." And I don't think most (if any) are. But feeding into it can also be dangerous. So I think an honest approach and solid advice, while also showing an uncertainty and some amount of suspicion that may help to protect a well-intentioned Chazzer from being hurt, should be just as welcome in this thread as any other post.

x1000.

[Twin_Dogs]

I'm a little confused about how this "situation"" is being handled. I know this is the OFF TOPIC section of this forum, but why is this member even allowed to post very detailed aspect of her "work"? I know we are responsible for what we share and how much we want to share, but I think some "screening" should be done to her posts. As I've mentioned earlier, there was a post where she actually mentioned the name she is going to use when working, the hours she's working and the area where she'd be working. If this is all true, letting this post remain in public is putting this poster at a higher risk. Also, in Canada, I believe "escorts" are subjected to thorough health screening before they are allowed to "work". You cant just waltz in an escort service agency and get clients just like that. Not just for the "clients" safety but for yourself. I really should get my nose out of this biz but I cant help not to say something when I know CANADA is giving its citizen all it can to provide support and help.

JOB BANK. SHELTER. Forget about your phone for now. Worry about what really matters at the moment. FOOD. SHELTER. HEALTH. SAFETY.

[StephyMei1112]

In a neighborhood about 10 blocks away from here there's a sex shop right next to a bong/hemp enthusiasts store. *sighs* I'll try to love myself enough to bong n' dong on....

Originally Posted by Renee750il

Okay. I had to giggle at that.

A little hemp makes everything better

[Renee750il]

Now you can have that old T-Rex song in your head, Bang-a-gong

[puppydog]

Originally Posted by noludoru

This is an excellent post.

I realize your first concern is housing, Stephy, but that's been pretty thoroughly taken care of. Figure it out, go stay at a shelter where you will be safe. Then please, please get help. I told you in the previous thread that you need to seek mental health first because you are in a more dangerous place - mentally - than ever before. I stand by it. Seek professional help. Get on medication if you need it. Find someone you can talk to. This is what will help you the most right now, regardless of whatever else is happening in your life.



x1000.

OMG! Hey!!!! Long time no see. Missed you.

[~Tucker&Me~]

Vancouverite here.

I recognize that times can be tough and Stephy has my deepest sympathies for all the sh*t she has gone through recently. That would take a toll on anyone. Having said that though... There are lots of jobs here if you look into retail and fast food. The trick is to print out 30-50 copies of your resume and hand them out to all the big chain fast-food places, walmarts, movie theatres, retail stores, grocery stores, etc. Retail in particular is hiring like crazy to gear up for the holiday season. There also shouldn't be any focus on paying a housing bill because Vancouver has lots of options for emergency and temporary housing. Basically, all Stephy should be focusing on is getting herself checked into a housing facility, seeking mental health assistance, and finding a job. A job will help her save and eventually move out to be independent again.

A song that pops into my head fits this situation pretty well as I see it...

I can't help you if you won't help yourself
I can't help you if you don't help yourself...

[StephyMei1112]

Indeed, I have to want to help myself in the first place though. You see, I'm kinda not wanting to go on with life at the moment and I'm really having to force myself at this point, when the fact of simply existing becomes a strained chore - things are gonna be challenging for sure....

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[ihartgonzo]

This thread makes me cry... Stephy, you are way too smart, awesome and beautiful to be selling your body. I know you're getting numb to it right now - that's because, sadly, you don't care about yourself. And having sex for money is only going to make that worse, lead down an endless path of self loathing, depression, drugs, and pain. You deserve so much better!!! You're gorgeous. If you must work in the industry, at least get into exotic dancing or porn. Something safe an d re gulated. you could die out there, messing with people who don't care about you at all. Even if you don't get physically hurt... no amount of money is worth selling your soul. I know you don't feel great right now but it gets better. You need to do what is best for you! Prostituting is not it. Seriously, you're way too good for that.

I wish you lived nearby. I would love to help out you & Katalin.