We're still alive/horrid break-ups?
I'll apologize in advance if this turns into some horrible pity party, but it's been REALLY bad.
Has anyone else ever been through a break-up like this?! We were "dating" about 3 years... honest to dog I couldn't have hand-picked someone more compatible with me. Since the beginning, he's been my very best friend, the only person who's always been completely in my corner. He always said he'd waited his whole life for me, that I was completely his dream girl & everything he wanted. He said he wanted to marry me, we'd sit up at night and name our kids, everything. And he loved Daisy, which meant everything to me
So in like 2 weeks he went from "forever and ever, baby " to "I need to be selfish and focus on me, I can't support us both emotionally, blah blah blah" and we're done.
I am devestated to the point of losing like 10lbs, refusing to get out of bed except for work, and it was bad enough my friend came to get me from work the one night because he & his wife thought I'd kill myself. My mom drove 3 hours to take me home for a few days. I don't know why I'm posting all this to the internet, but it kind of feels good to get it out.
Thing is, I was with PlottDaddy for years & never saw marriage or kids. I'd still marry this guy tomorrow. I'm pretty sure I will now die alone, as the crazy old dog lady, because I can never let someone in like that again.
Cookies if you read it all, and more if you can help me get over this I still think we're meant to me, there's just to much to how we got together to make it coincidence...
UKC GRCH 'PR' Hannas Creek Liz
CH CCH CA 'PR' Jebb's Bayou Rage OFA Hips: Good
UKC GRCH CCH 'PR' Skyplott Teddy Bearhug (5/2004 - 3/2014)
And the "off-colored" hounds:
'PR' Dead River K-N-A Swagger
Daisy Duke Garrett CGC, RA & my <3 dog. Forever "The Favorite", 5/25/2000 - 2/9/2015 (basset)
UKC CH CCH 'PR' Hannas Creek Irresistible You
(and Autumn, the feist.)